This is it...

... the day my letter - THE LETTER - arrived. I did not expect to find the letter with my exam results in my letterbox today, as most of my friends who finished their exams more than a week earlier than me had not received theirs yet.

However, there was an insignificant looking letter with the unmistakeable "Bayerisches Staatsministerium für Unterricht und Kultus und Bayerisches Staatsministerium für Wissenschaft, Forschung und Kunst in München" postmark on it. I was not able to convince myself to open it yet. I am a bit afraid, to be honest.

I know what you are thinking, why should I! Well, I know how some of my friends finished their exams. Some were really good and I know I cannot compete with them. So I am afraid to be disappointed. However, I did others expect to do better, so I am also afraid that my results are even worse. This IS a Catch-22, I would say, because I am an extremely nosy person. I studied for these exams for months on end and to see the results in big Black and White Writing - I am not sure if I really want to see it written down. Especially as I am not so sure about some of the exams, as I related in my exam updates 1 to 5!

Fortunately I was faster than my parents, so no one in the house knows that the letter has arrived and so no one can force me to open the letter. I will let you know - maybe tonight - when I was too curious to find out the results to wait any longer!